Yep, we’re officially taking a break from trying to conceive. I haven’t counted my fertile days, obsessed over infertility blogs or analyzed my body for pregnancy symptoms this month. It feels good — I feel like myself again.
I really feel like I lost myself these past few months. I felt out of control and hopeless. I’m sure the hormones weren’t helping either. I know with my age that time is a luxury but deep down in my heart I really feel that this is what I need to do right now.
So, here I am, focusing on me again. The new year is right around the corner too — a perfect time to recharge and regroup. I’ve been making a mental list of all the things I want/need to do. Number one on that list is to take my real estate license exam and focus on my career. I’m working on an official list but what I realize is that I need to get out of my comfort zone.
“Do one thing everyday that scares you” — that’s one of my favorite quotes from Eleanor Roosevelt. It’s a great quote and one that I really try to live by. So, here’s to a new year filled with new hopes, dreams and realities.